fear - anxiety -
homosexuality -
race - the devil - kids

tomorrow or
in a hundred years, when I
die, the next Spring will ...

light - water - stars - milk -
cover my eyes and sleep 'til
dreams evaporate

the darkness inside
burns my hope, consuming me,
wither in the fire

my gallows tree gate
home sleeps in the moonlight, bridge
to oblivion

nuclear fallout,
the drizzle of cinders - ash -
half-life - the ruins

meaning and knowledge,
the slow accumulation,
geological

whisper and listen,
for the moonlight's reply, hope -
the glass and lemon

the shells - the bones - crunch,
dry, brittle as leaves - dead, drift,
plate tectonics - waves

falling from the bridge,
dancing in the air, I do
not see tomorrow

burning in the cold,
burning in the dark, as I
fall, heaven is locked - shriek

slowly bleed the tears
from inside - disengage the
spirals and let go

I want to hold you
in my eyes and never let
you go - flower blue

drinking water - light -
lemon zest and clear - we talk,
blue electrons - glass

the march of the borg
and the cyber damned - punks in
Burma - aesthetics

cut my throat and watch
my eyeballs dry - in time
the moonlight melts bones

introvert - books and
stars, the beach and programming,
poetry - water

I like peace and quiet,
not the sensory onslaught,
overload - beach

in the radiance,
in a shower of light, swim
in the photons - warm

I like to cry and
release - just for a moment -
the feelings inside

orbiting a star,
periapsis - breaks my heart,
still too far from warmth

watching changing light -
the complex emotions shift,
rise and fall - human

seaborg and nargles -
fruit tea and sun rise - photons
shoot from fusion - build

I'm too scared to die,
I'm scared of being homeless,
the future rips me.

find the path - survive -
navigate the darkness - this
too shall pass - and light

rejection - blood - eyes -
pills - suicide - self esteem -
break - broken - glue - hope

seaborg and nargles -
the desire and the despair -
poison and rope - love

seaborg and nargles -
moon full of serenity -
blue you tear me - Klimt

drowning not waving -
you do not see me - I am
an acquaintance - sand

I am lost and last
and falling - letting go - shells
crunch under my feet